My Christmas Dream

My Christmas Dream,

begins with just one wish,

to you it might just seem,

a little bit too plain,

but for this simple girl,

it means her everything.

I'd wish for my parents love,

to blossom yet again,

as fragile as a dove,

my family together at last,

it's been a while,

too long in the past.

I'd wish for death to leave,

bring my grandma to our dinner,

no longer would we grieve,

for my aunt, my dear,

we loved them so,

bring them so near.

I'd wish for my family to unite,

all for one great Christmas feast,

tree, their lights shining bright,

and laughs galore show on faces,

no longer would we be without love,

like so many other places.

Live

Don't give up on your dreams,

Don't forget to wish,

Wear your favorite jeans,

And gradually reach bliss.

Live life as it should be,

Happy and fun,

Don't forget to see,

The fun in the sun.

Just keep on with life,

Just keep on with hope,

Forget all your strife,

Don't weep and don't mope.

Life's too short,

To live like it lasts,

So be a good sport,

Put things in the past.

There's no tomorrow,

Just now and forever,

Don't forget there's friends to borrow,

They'll give up never.

Just keep on living,

With love and despair,

Just keep on giving,

Life turns out fine, I swear.

Colleen♥

Jealousy

I grin in delight
As I see the jealousy cross your face
But something just doesn't feel right
Just isn't in the right place

I guess I'm trying to get over you
Even though you're still in my heart
I don't know what to do
I just want to part

From being laced down with love
I want to move on
I just want to shove
I want this love gone

There's no chance for me anymore
I just can't break into your heart
I want something more
More than an imaginary part

So, I talk about another boy
And mention that they might be more than friends to me
They're really nothing more than a toy
I'm just trying to cause jealousy.

Colleen♥

Broken

Leave me broken,
Here to rot,
Forget what we had,
Love me not,

Choose her over me,
Hurt me to the core,
If I'm broken so bad,
Why care anymore?

I'm just damaged goods,
You've looked past me,
Onto her,
What could we ever be?

She can give you,
Whatever you want,
I can't,
Just let her flaunt,

That she has you,
And I don't,
I've waited so long,
You know she won't,

I'm still here waiting,
Just for you,
Remember I always will,
I'll wait for my cue.

Colleen♥

Teenage Years

Broken hearts,
Too many tarts,
Breakin' rules,
Must be cool,
No more toys,
Obsessed with boys,
Friendships made to last,
Ended way to fast,
Homework piles,
Working on cute smiles,
Pictures for Myspace,
All the way to fourth base,
Party too hard,
Throw up in the yard,
Must look like her,
Boys you'll lure,
Make-up galore,
Must have more,
Dresses here and there,
Dates don't care,
College coming fast,
High school won't last,
We'll always remember these,
These teenage years♥

Disheartened<3

I don't know
Where this is going
Or what I should do
I've tried everything

To change your mind
I've run out of plans
My hope has dried
Of you ever being my man

Honey, I'm about to give up
On there ever being an us
My tears could fill a cup
This isn't just lust

This has more meaning
It controls more of me
My patience is leaning
Between leave and meant to be

Baby make your choice fast
This feeling might lack
The will to last
Unless you love me back

Colleen♥

Us ♥

He says hi,
As I walk by,
I faintly grin,
For I know I can't win,

In this war of friendship and love,
My heart as breakable as a dove,
Just a friend, not a whore,
Will we ever be something more?

I long to be with you,
There's nothing I can do,
You've made me feel complete,
This feeling can't be beat,

Will this love ever be returned?
If not, my heart is burned,
Damaged by this hope for us,
Being together is a must,

I won't give up I swear,
That is until you care,
About this love and meant to be,
Just together you and me

Colleen♥

Nature

Stars speckled against the sky,
Brilliant colors swirl in the morning light,
The sun dances around the world,
Or stands proudly at her station,

Trees whisper to each other,
And birds sing themselves to sleep,
Grass swings in the breeze,
And butterflies twitter across the yard,

Squirrels chatter through mouthfulls of nuts,
And snails slowly inch across the ground,
Nature and it's natural ways,
Just listen to what it says.

Love

Love may hurt,
Love may make you cry,
Love can bring pain,
It can make you want to die,

But when love works out,
It makes you laugh,
It makes you smile,
It makes you happy,

So just remember when your broken hearted,
And all you wanna do is die,
Love is still out there,
And it will let you fly.

Possible Contest Entry

Here is an excerpt from something I might enter in a contest:

I felt the gentle chills of the snow land on my face and catch in my hair. I softly trudged down my street through the snow and watched the trees gracefully sway in the wind. When I reached the park at the other end of my neighborhood I plopped myself down on the bench and watched the clouds swirl around the sky. I silently looked around to see if anyone was glancing my way and when I was positive there was no one around I stuck my tongue out of my mouth into the chilly December air in attempt to catch a snowflake. My tongue got chills as one too many landed themselves upon my tongue and I threw myself into the white, snowy ground in an attempt to stop my boredom. While I was staring at all of the soft, gentle flakes landing on the ground I couldn't help but think wow.

Tell me whether I should enter it or not.

Love,
♥Colleen♥

Him

He makes your heart race,
But you chose to ignore that,
His smile triggers yours,
But you say,"We're just friends.",
The thought of you together makes you have butterflies,
But you say its because of the test in the next period,
He asks you for help with girls and a little green monster rumbles deep inside,
But you say thats because if he had a girlfriend she wouldn't want you to be friends,
The girls that like him insult you after seeing him flash you a smile,
But you say it's because you hang out so much,
You say,"I love him like my brother."
But you should say,"I love him with all my heart."

Thanks for reading!

Love,
♥Colleen♥

Best Friends ♥

They're your cushion when you fall,
Your shoulder to cry on,
Your own personal tabloid,
The drama in your life when yours isn't enough,
The one there for the laughs and the crys,
The one that joins in when you're acting retarded,
They're the one that makes you laugh when you want to cry,
The one that gets you crying with them when you just want a good laugh,
They're the kind of friends where you fight one day and gossip the next,
The ones that you frown because they're going away for a weekend,
And you cry when its a week,
The ones you must talk to everyday,
And always do,
The ones that you miss more then anything even when you just saw them,
The person that you pray to have classes with,
And cry when you don't,
The ones that you're the most scared of losing,
Even though your friendship could jump the moon and come out alright,
They're you're friend by destiny,
Your sister by choice,
And the closest thing to a gift from heaven that you'll ever get.

Love,
Colleen♥

Sick Saturday

Well, this is my first blog (whoop-de-do) and I'm the only non-sick person in the house so basicly the only one that needs to eat and do something other then sit around and watch TV. So, currently I'm IM-ing my friends and seriously hoping that I don't get sick as well. I have cheerleading practice on Monday and I'm going to go visit my grandparents tomorrow but visiting the grandparents is something I could miss without sheding tears. Cheerleading practice however would be bad if I missed it due to the fact that I missed all 3 of them last week due to vacation in FL. Vacation was pretty fun and my birthday was last week too. The beach was awesome (its my absolute favorite place in the world) and I wish I could've stayed longer but duty calls. I haven't updated my fanfiction in over a month which is somthing I really need to do but since I saved in on the Word at my moms house and I'm at my dads house I can't get to it. Great. Well, if anyone is actually reading this I'll post another one in a week or less, k?


♥Colleen♥