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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Remembrance

Remember . . .


when childhood innocence encompassed us all?
when you'd never catch a friend holding a knife to your back?
or when you colored pictures for the love of your life that his mom always saved?
and when homework time was spent getting groceries with Mommy?
when you went to church every Sunday, and never questioned what you were told?
when afternoons were spent waiting on Daddy to get home from work, and call you his little girl?
and when dinners were eaten as a family?
or even when visits to the nursing home were just every days?
when you used to be so sad, it hurts to think about it now?
the person you used to be, you'd never be now?
or the grandpa, who played your first video games with you, while everyone else went to your
grandma's oncologist?

But somehow . . .
innocence left us all,
some friends never sit their knives down,
loving guys no longer involves crayons and paper,
moms don't need groceries to buy fast food,
questions are the only thing in your head at church,
Daddy became a dad, and he never stops talking about how his little girl grew up so fast,
family dinners are a thing of the distant past,
there isn't anyone to visit at the nursing home anymore,
sadness fades away,
people change, and that includes you,
oncology appointments don't last forever, and neither do grandparents.

In remembrance of the good times, and the bad, of yesterday, and the hope for tomorrow.
Live your life in a way that the remembrance makes you smile.

Love

Love feels like

hope,
despair,
and the most extreme happiness you could ever imagine
But this happiness
is held together
by a single, weak piece of thread
that you hold
that you could break in the blink of an eye
causing my heart to tumble to the ground like a million tiny shards of glass
But love is also the trust
the trust that
no matter how thin that thread gets
or how tempting it would be to break it
You don't
because when you're in love
the other persons heart
means more to you
than your own

I Have Music

Listen to the music

Play the rhythm
Of my soul

Press the gentle keys
To release
The great unknown

Mystify the followers
Who know nothing
Of its past

Pied Piper
I am
To only my own heart

Leave the world
Behind me
To find where I belong

Searching
For a miracle
In such a simple song

Waiting
For the notes
To slowly take me away

Wishing
For a chance
On just another day

Music laughs
Music cries
Music even calls my name

When I'm lonely
And have no where to go
I have music

When I'm stressed
And just can't seem to flow
I have music

When I'm happy
And want to tell the world
I have music

When I don't know
About events unfurled
I have music

Or, now, when I'm falling in love
And reality is like a dream
I still have music
Because life is never what it seems


I Do, Too

It's been a day

A day when everything goes wrong
A day when the sun seems to hide
A day that seems to drag along

But then I think
And think of you
It's like magic
There's nothing so true

Because you make me laugh
And you make me smile
Even on those days
Life tastes so vile

Just one word
Just one look
That's all it takes
To get me hooked

You don't know
How you make my day
Every time
You look my way

You'd never guess
How you make me feel
You don't know
The wounds you heal

From one sentence
Or one smile
It never fails
To last awhile

Some people tell me
That you're "just"a boy
But would "just" a boy
Fill me with joy?

So, look my way
And make my day

Or, talk awhile
And make me smile

Maybe smile at me
So I'm filled with glee

You leave me smiling,
Glowing,
Loving every minute of the day
Just because you're you

But I can only hope
Only wish
Only dream
That I do, too.