Confused

Confused in this world,

Of hope and despair,

It's so hard to breathe,

Just need a gasp of air,

To keep me alive,

On this cold, lonely path,

Alone I must walk,

To face the world's wrath,

Not sure if I'll make it,

Not even halfway,

I just keep going,

Keep going day by day,

They tell me I'll make it,

But them I don't believe,

Only the harsh ones,

Who make me want to leave,

Leave this path that I'm walking,

As slow as can be,

I can only hope that at the end,

I'm still the same old me.

In...

My heart beats fast,

yet I still see his flaws.

My dreams have his face,

yet I know he breaks laws.

I feel like I know him so well, 

yet we barely even talk.

I love so many little things,

yet I criticize his walk.

He makes my butterflies sing,

yet some of them are wary.

He's changed my point of view,

yet my friends opinions vary.

He makes my head spin around just to see his face,

yet I'm not the only one of the same.

I know others like me, 

yet compared to him I'm just lame.

So many feelings,

In so many ways,

I only wish I knew what I was in...

People

People change, 

And people differ, 

Some may loosen,

Some may become stiffer.

People hurt, 

And people cry,

Some may rejoice,

While some may lie.

People relax,

And people tighten,

They may have laughs,

Or they may whiten.

People spread gossip,

And people harm others,

One person's business, 

May become another's.

People succeed,

And people win,

They can kick goals,

Or slide on their skin.

People are different,

and people are unique,

They can be loud,

Or they can be meek.

People are people,

And people are real,

They'll always make mistakes,

And sorrow they'll feel.

But next time you're human,

And can't help, but feel sad,

Remember the people,

And how they're not all bad.

My Path

I left my path,

The one I've traveled all these years, 

I've wandered off my road,

Oh, baby, here come the tears.

Which road do I explore next?

Some are too late to take,

Some just can't be conquered,

I guess it's time to break,

This fast paced life I love,

I guess it's time to rest,

Joyous times turned to bores,

Some would say I was blessed,

But I truly think I'm cursed,

No path to follow,

No road to take,

A difficult pill to swallow,

Maybe one day I'll find,

Another trail I love,

That I can hope to join one day,

Though there are none I can think of,

For now my life has slowed,

Left me missing my path,

My life has slowed and slowed,

I hope I won't face the wrath,

Of leaving hopes of joy behind, 

Joyous things no more to do,

I really miss that path I traveled,

I'm sure you would, too.

 

My Christmas Dream

My Christmas Dream,

begins with just one wish,

to you it might just seem,

a little bit too plain,

but for this simple girl,

it means her everything.

I'd wish for my parents love,

to blossom yet again,

as fragile as a dove,

my family together at last,

it's been a while,

too long in the past.

I'd wish for death to leave,

bring my grandma to our dinner,

no longer would we grieve,

for my aunt, my dear,

we loved them so,

bring them so near.

I'd wish for my family to unite,

all for one great Christmas feast,

tree, their lights shining bright,

and laughs galore show on faces,

no longer would we be without love,

like so many other places.

Live

Don't give up on your dreams,

Don't forget to wish,

Wear your favorite jeans,

And gradually reach bliss.

Live life as it should be,

Happy and fun,

Don't forget to see,

The fun in the sun.

Just keep on with life,

Just keep on with hope,

Forget all your strife,

Don't weep and don't mope.

Life's too short,

To live like it lasts,

So be a good sport,

Put things in the past.

There's no tomorrow,

Just now and forever,

Don't forget there's friends to borrow,

They'll give up never.

Just keep on living,

With love and despair,

Just keep on giving,

Life turns out fine, I swear.

Colleen♥

Jealousy

I grin in delight
As I see the jealousy cross your face
But something just doesn't feel right
Just isn't in the right place

I guess I'm trying to get over you
Even though you're still in my heart
I don't know what to do
I just want to part

From being laced down with love
I want to move on
I just want to shove
I want this love gone

There's no chance for me anymore
I just can't break into your heart
I want something more
More than an imaginary part

So, I talk about another boy
And mention that they might be more than friends to me
They're really nothing more than a toy
I'm just trying to cause jealousy.

Colleen♥