Disheartened<3

I don't know
Where this is going
Or what I should do
I've tried everything

To change your mind
I've run out of plans
My hope has dried
Of you ever being my man

Honey, I'm about to give up
On there ever being an us
My tears could fill a cup
This isn't just lust

This has more meaning
It controls more of me
My patience is leaning
Between leave and meant to be

Baby make your choice fast
This feeling might lack
The will to last
Unless you love me back

Colleen♥

Us ♥

He says hi,
As I walk by,
I faintly grin,
For I know I can't win,

In this war of friendship and love,
My heart as breakable as a dove,
Just a friend, not a whore,
Will we ever be something more?

I long to be with you,
There's nothing I can do,
You've made me feel complete,
This feeling can't be beat,

Will this love ever be returned?
If not, my heart is burned,
Damaged by this hope for us,
Being together is a must,

I won't give up I swear,
That is until you care,
About this love and meant to be,
Just together you and me

Colleen♥

Nature

Stars speckled against the sky,
Brilliant colors swirl in the morning light,
The sun dances around the world,
Or stands proudly at her station,

Trees whisper to each other,
And birds sing themselves to sleep,
Grass swings in the breeze,
And butterflies twitter across the yard,

Squirrels chatter through mouthfulls of nuts,
And snails slowly inch across the ground,
Nature and it's natural ways,
Just listen to what it says.

Love

Love may hurt,
Love may make you cry,
Love can bring pain,
It can make you want to die,

But when love works out,
It makes you laugh,
It makes you smile,
It makes you happy,

So just remember when your broken hearted,
And all you wanna do is die,
Love is still out there,
And it will let you fly.

Possible Contest Entry

Here is an excerpt from something I might enter in a contest:

I felt the gentle chills of the snow land on my face and catch in my hair. I softly trudged down my street through the snow and watched the trees gracefully sway in the wind. When I reached the park at the other end of my neighborhood I plopped myself down on the bench and watched the clouds swirl around the sky. I silently looked around to see if anyone was glancing my way and when I was positive there was no one around I stuck my tongue out of my mouth into the chilly December air in attempt to catch a snowflake. My tongue got chills as one too many landed themselves upon my tongue and I threw myself into the white, snowy ground in an attempt to stop my boredom. While I was staring at all of the soft, gentle flakes landing on the ground I couldn't help but think wow.

Tell me whether I should enter it or not.

Love,
♥Colleen♥

Him

He makes your heart race,
But you chose to ignore that,
His smile triggers yours,
But you say,"We're just friends.",
The thought of you together makes you have butterflies,
But you say its because of the test in the next period,
He asks you for help with girls and a little green monster rumbles deep inside,
But you say thats because if he had a girlfriend she wouldn't want you to be friends,
The girls that like him insult you after seeing him flash you a smile,
But you say it's because you hang out so much,
You say,"I love him like my brother."
But you should say,"I love him with all my heart."

Thanks for reading!

Love,
♥Colleen♥

Best Friends ♥

They're your cushion when you fall,
Your shoulder to cry on,
Your own personal tabloid,
The drama in your life when yours isn't enough,
The one there for the laughs and the crys,
The one that joins in when you're acting retarded,
They're the one that makes you laugh when you want to cry,
The one that gets you crying with them when you just want a good laugh,
They're the kind of friends where you fight one day and gossip the next,
The ones that you frown because they're going away for a weekend,
And you cry when its a week,
The ones you must talk to everyday,
And always do,
The ones that you miss more then anything even when you just saw them,
The person that you pray to have classes with,
And cry when you don't,
The ones that you're the most scared of losing,
Even though your friendship could jump the moon and come out alright,
They're you're friend by destiny,
Your sister by choice,
And the closest thing to a gift from heaven that you'll ever get.

Love,
Colleen♥